The New Year

well. its the new year. i cannot believe how fast last year went by. especially this last semester. and now my second semester of college has officially begun. wow. my classes are going to be interesting, maybe a bit hard, but full of good stuff to know. im taking bom, geology, humanities, french, history of dance, and modern dance. oh man. im so sore from dance, and i love it! i havent danced since last may, and its wonderful to be doing it again!
hm. what else?? caleb leaves this year. oh my. its getting closer and closer with every day. its so exciting, and so scary, and so...... well, it just is. he can put his papers in super soon. im not sure how i will handle this. he told me i get too attached to people. and its so true. which is why im terrified of him leaving.
but. the devotional this week was by president and sister samuelson. i loved sister samuelsons talk. it was about we shouldnt wish away some days just to get to the weekend. or anything like that. and i was like, thats so true. i shouldnt just mope around waiting for caleb to come home. i mean, dont get me wrong, i do have fun. but maybe i focus too much on that. and that's not too good. so i need to focus on other things as well. i have like my next two years planned out. there really is so much stuff that i want to do while caleb is gone/while im single. some of the things are being an efy counselor, study abroad to france, living in the french house, trying out and making dancers company at byu..... and a few more as well.
so thats the plan. but. i still miss him like crazy. but its ok. really.
well. thats all............ he's wonderful :)